My world has turned ‘topsy turvy’ this past year of 2020 with the pandemic, the fire, the process of replacing what was lost in the fire. The enormous stability I am experiencing comes from the angels and elementals with whom I interact on a regular basis. I wish for this stability to be available for everyone. The angels and elementals are there. It is a matter of moving through doubt and fear. And so, I share Mary Jane’s exploration into the ever-nagging question, “Am I Making This Up?”